Let´s call it some english practise
I don't know what to write. I thought I had something to write about but I just couldn't find the right words.
That's a bit unusual. Most often I'm good friend with the words. Well, as long as I just have to write them.
In Swedish I'm okay with speaking to but to speak English... I just can't get it right. Why is it so much easier
to write than to speak? I don't know. But it could be because of that you can think longer without anyone getting irritated. I wonder if my English really is turning out well -.- Anyway, I wish I could use more languages than just Swedish and English. I actually had an MVG in Spanish when I was in ninth grade but I don't remember very much. I can ask a few questions, I know some words but that´s it. I can say I love horses (Me gustan los caballos). I can say I like animals (Me gustan los animals). I can ask for the time (Qué hora es?). But if I would meet a person who´s only is speaking Spanish I guess we wouldn't be able to communicate with each other. Well, at least not communicate with words. I can't communicate with deaf people either and I feel a bit ashamed over that. Perhaps they think that I think that they aren´t as good as other people when I'm avoiding them. Thinking of that, what if "black" people think that I'm a racist? I'm not but I'm so nervous that they will think that... And because of my nervousness I avoid the "black" people and... Well, I guess I'm little to much of a thinker.
Thinker, dreamer, writer. I really want to be something good. I want to think smart, dream nice and write things that people want to read. Write things that people love to read. I want to live and I want to enjoy every moment of life. I'm still young but it feels like the time is passing by way too fast, making me older and older in years but leaving my mind as it has always been. I don't understand how others manage to go with the time. If the time was a bus my body would have went with it but I would have left my personality behind. My physical me is much faster than my mental I guess. I wonder if anyone else also feel this way?
I'm sorry if the English are bad, I hope it isn't.
